it has been hard lately.
somethings are on the upswing other things are just full on not.
i have been trying to think of how to describe how i feel.
what it is like.
i feel taken over.
can't process or figure things out.
everything is too much & really loud.
and it builds and builds and builds.
this afternoon this scene came to mind.
i LOVED this show back in the day.
seriously, i will never watch the movie because my heart belongs to the tv show.
so here you go, folks.
for better or for worse, at times this is how ppd can make some of us feel.
i know it impacts us all differently - not putting this on anyone.
just know some of my fellow mommas out there struggle with this beast of depression are tracking.
and btw - no, i am not going to go out and flip our minivan, so don't email my hubby.
although - for rizzle - i probs could've today.
and ps - please see the humor in this post.
ppd is pretty ridiculous in the way it can make you so not yourself.
you just have to laugh a bit about it.